It’s been an intense week at werk but you know how it is: twerk hard, play harder(est)! Have a wonderful weekend my peers 🍷

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It’s been an intense week at werk but you know how it is: twerk hard, play harder(est)! Have a wonderful weekend my peers 🍷

At 24, in a cycle of loving and constantly losing, I grew cynical of the world in my hands. Most part of my 20s were spent in pity parties talking about this existential crisis & lost loves that I failed to celebrate how much I’ve grown stronger from all of my traumatic experiences. ————————————————————
Before 2017 ended, I put myself in a Chamber Of Reflection™ & became mindful all the things I read, wrote, felt, consumed - making sure I immersed myself only in positive energy 🌹 ————————————————————
Now at 25, I acknowledge that being empathetic to yourself will take time. I have been taking every day, one breath at a time. I discovered a type of artform called Kintsugi that fixed broken pottery with precious metals; and yknw what? I am a masterpiece formed from broken but beautiful pieces of myself (I was once ashamed of) - and of those who chose to love me despite it all - I now wear with pride. ❤ ————————————————————
I no longer wish for peace of mind or happiness but only to be at my strongest, physically & mentally, for a new life ahead to tackle on (un)expected Plot Twists in 2018!!!!
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Much luv & etc from,
4 yr old me & 25 yr old me (at Kintsugi)

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At 24, in a cycle of loving and constantly losing, I grew cynical of the world in my hands. Most part of my 20s were spent in pity parties talking about this existential crisis & lost loves that I failed to celebrate how much I’ve grown stronger from all of my traumatic experiences. ————————————————————
Before 2017 ended, I put myself in a Chamber Of Reflection™ & became mindful all the things I read, wrote, felt, consumed - making sure I immersed myself only in positive energy 🌹 ————————————————————
Now at 25, I acknowledge that being empathetic to yourself will take time. I have been taking every day, one breath at a time. I discovered a type of artform called Kintsugi that fixed broken pottery with precious metals; and yknw what? I am a masterpiece formed from broken but beautiful pieces of myself (I was once ashamed of) - and of those who chose to love me despite it all - I now wear with pride. ❤ ————————————————————
I no longer wish for peace of mind or happiness but only to be at my strongest, physically & mentally, for a new life ahead to tackle on (un)expected Plot Twists in 2018!!!!
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Much luv & etc from,
4 yr old me & 25 yr old me (at Kintsugi)

4th December, 2017

Good morning world. It is 8:29am.

The weekend has been a productive one and I’ve done a hella lot of things to keep myself distracted. Personally, it’s been good.

Went out with friends in the evening for drinks and food, went jogging in the AM with my dad, arranged my toiletries and working table and did some “purging” of things which felt good and had a strange meditation class in the evening. It was extremely uncomfortable.

Also literally burned pieces of paper with our existing problems. Basically the letting go. My head’s not in it though so it is a little difficult.

I managed to sleep early at 10:00pm and that felt nice. Kergie changed the curtains and it’s good.

I think I am ready to start my day. Maybe.  

electric indigo

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electric indigo

Favorite Flavor

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Favorite Flavor

I like my food like my emotions… RAW. (at Kaizen Sushi Japanese Restaurant, Waterfront B.S.B)

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I like my food like my emotions… RAW. (at Kaizen Sushi Japanese Restaurant, Waterfront B.S.B)

Canned H e a t

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Canned H e a t

S/o to this woman for doin such an INCREDIBLE job raising (us) your 3 crazy little big babies and lookin gorgeous while doin it!!!!!!!

My mom is a bff/mother combo all put into one package and for that, am forever grateful you are mi madre. Pinky promise to help u get through your self-doubt & worries as you do, with me. Love & missin ya *so* much! 💕

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S/o to this woman for doin such an INCREDIBLE job raising (us) your 3 crazy little big babies and lookin gorgeous while doin it!!!!!!!

My mom is a bff/mother combo all put into one package and for that, am forever grateful you are mi madre. Pinky promise to help u get through your self-doubt & worries as you do, with me. Love & missin ya *so* much! 💕

It’s a Saturday and I am ready to let my freak fly
 

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It’s a Saturday and I am ready to let my freak fly
 

I’m a high school lover and you’re my favorite flavor

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I’m a high school lover and you’re my favorite flavor